m is for mishap

you referred to a conversation-gone-wrong as a “mishap chat.”


c is for crazy

our friend told me that he thought you were crazy for not wanting to be friends-with-benefits with me any longer.


s is for sorry

i’m pretty sure i say i’m sorry too often. but you don’t say it often enough.


p is for play

i miss playing with you.


t is for toast

each year you’re surprised that i remember the anniversary of the deaths of your friends (who were our neighbors), and ask you to toast them with a glass of wine.


w is for wish

if i could have one wish, i’d wish that we could go back to the beginning of us.


c is for care

an email from you: “i am a man who cares but does it in a different manner.”