n is for not

suddenly it seems like you’re not the person i thought you were.


n is for never

there are times i wish we’d never kissed.

n is for nobody

nobody gets me like you do.

n is for no

when i asked if it was me, you said, “no, oh god, no.” i felt an enormous sense of relief.

n is for new year

the most recent new year’s eve we spent together was not a good one (unlike this one). but we vowed to pretend it all happened in the previous year, and start anew.

n is for note

we’ve agreed never to let things between us end badly. i used to call you up after a fight so that we could make things better, but now i refuse to leave until the evening ends on a good note.

n is for next

i love sleeping next to you.